I believe I the Queen of Wands and The Devil this week. Now that Jeff has found a ssuceusfcl teaching job and we have been working towards for 4+ years, it is now time for me to reflect and what I want. I have been working so hard for slow long to keep us a float while on the outside I make it looks so easy, I have not truly followed my dreams and now it is time. I do have the Devil saying, you can't do that, and I just have to channel the Queen that I can. -